Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Day 3 !!!

Its already Day number 3 since My first Broke up and i have decided to have my own Blog to write everything in my mind instead of telling what do i think to HER.

No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends which is the only part i do really thank GOD for is having special friends ("M.W,S.Q, and My old Best Friend M. Abu .L and My Cozens") , the Trick about breaking up that it is simply like a mirror it's way much easier to leave it broken than to hurt yourself to fix it and that nothing hurts more than realizing that she meant everything to you , but you meant nothing to her, that is why it takes a couple of second always to say hello but it takes forever to say Goodbye.

Simply am realizing now i don't miss her but i really do miss who i thought she was its just really hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does, moving on is simple its what you leave behind makes it so difficult, and trying to forget her is just same as trying to remember someone i never knew, the pain she left as a broken heart is not so much as to kill me, yet not so little to let me live !!!!

I am trying not to be sad for what is over and to be glad it was once mine, i used to think that i was born the day i met you, lived a while when you loved me, died a little when we broke apart, even i know i had the worst feeling during my time with you especially when setting next to you knowing you don't love me back.

i really didn't realize how much i cared for you until i saw how you don't care about me, i just have one wish now " I wish you were't in my dreams"       


  1. Look who is blogging :)

    Welcome to the world of blogging
    I just wanted to tell you...Do not waist your time in the past, move forward allowing your life to be productive, active and with purpose, and live in the moment, you are someone with a heart filled with good intentions...

    Keep blogging please! :)

  2. Hey maayoooossii

    thanks for the comment and sure i will keep blogging and Moving On Nothing is worth to regret on ;)